If and when

If you can hold your head up high
when things are not so good
if you have lost your wings and you can't fly
even though you should

if you can stop yourself from giving up
when fate has tricked you and you're trapped
if you can find another way to turn things around
when everything is lost and buried in the ground

if you can make your actions speak louder than words
if you always know what you are walking towards
if you can dream but not let dreams rule your life
if you can cut through problems like butter is cut by a knife

if you can learn to play life's game of chess
you may find yourself in front of success
when it will happen you can't know
just work, sweat, bleed and grow

Running Free

While looking at the stars
a thought struck my mind
all you need its money girls and cars
that is a life well designed

being able to run free
waking up without a worry
shining like a christmas tree
aiming for the immortal glory

will having everything and more
be enough to bring you joy ?
let me try and make sure
i'll let you know, so you also can enjoy

Status Update

In the emergency room of a busy hospital
a tipsy blonde girl is doing the impossible

almost fainted out she's yelling at the nurse
I need tot change my Facebook status give me back my purse
I only need one minute to check-in from my phone
just put it on the bed i can do it on my own

my new status is i'm feeling sick
nurse help me please my blouse will not unzip
I need to take a selfie with the needle in my vein
I need to tweet and chat about my chest pain

oh Doc please tell me the truth am i gonna die ?
I'll be frank with you young lady i won't lie
you just got too drunk and crapped your pants
you're my hero Doc, let's take a photo...thanks

Life is like a porn

Life is like a porn
like a gangbang in a dorm
don't go in if you are blind
cause' life will take you from behind

if you are hangover
don't bend over
life will be right there
ready to ignite the flare

pay attention to the signs
don't cross any lines
life is like a porn
it will stick you like a thorn

Escaping

 

i'm driving on the highway towards the promised land
it is a slow ride cause' it's made of water and sand
to see more clearly i light up a cigar
i pour some whiskey to fuel the car

 

this car is magic and can drive on its own
i have to be careful when i step into the zone
it has no mirrors cause' i don`t need to look back
i just put my foot on the gas and drive into pitch black

 

no more memories no more problems
no more things to occupy the mind
no more  stories no more troubles
just me and the unpredictable wild

Never Right

I can't seem to be right
can't do it even for my life
i'm a good friend with Mr Wrong
but with Mr Right i can't get along

lady Luck hates me too
every decision that i take
makes things tremble like a quake
what am i to do

i spin the wheel another time
hoping for the best
with everything on the line
my heart is pounding in my chest

i want to be right only once
to restore the balance
to be right no matter what fate wants
one time it really counts

Bottoms up

I see the world in different colors
 depending on what I drink
 I drink away my sorrows
 I keep my head Into the bottle till I sink
           
Rolling between bottles
I'm looking through their glass
I can't see any problems
only a girl's naked ass
 

I can't find my words
but who needs them anyway
my eyes are rolling backwards
kiss you all I'm entering the gateway

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Pondering

As I'm pondering about the future

all sorts of things come to mind
life seems to have a dark humor
that's not very kind

but as a realist would say
life's not meant to be kind
life's not white nor black is gray
it's a place where the weak get left behind

    

we are all equal at birth
or maybe that is just a lie
cause' some are born in dirt 
and others have everything money can buy         

Failing

You try to find a place of your own
all the dreams you had may have been wrong
you search the life you always wanted
you think that everything is granted

that over night you can become a big shot
but things don't really work like that
although you work your fingers to the bone
you're still nowhere you're still alone

and as time passes along
the journey to success may be too long
and fear strikes you in the heart
reaching it may be to hard

Someday

Riding the waves of the cuban shore
smoking a cigar on the beach the night before
jumping from the cliffs in the oceans blue
seeing just the beach in my field of view

running on the sand in my bare feet
feeling on my skin the sun's heat
listening to the waves while falling asleep
exploring in my dreams the ocean deep

living in a shed bordering the beach
with everything i need easy to reach
leaving all the worries behind
just chilling with nothing on my mind

Spark of light

Rowing in the night
on a dark lake
with nothing in sight
what direction to take

the shore is nowhere to be found
i'm just rowing in circles
i want to put my feet on the ground
but all i can see is the water surface

my compass doesn't work any more
don`t know how to reach the shore
i'll just drift into the night
till i'll see a spark of light

A new beginning

I feel like the sun's core
the pressure is greater than i imagined
my body and mind are sore
is like i'm dismantled

the state of supernova is almost reached
almost ready to explode
the last line is breached
the time has come to pay what's owed

all things we know and can imagine
are made from that moment of tragedy
from that one reaction
that one day will turn into harmony

Uncertainty

Is not the certitude of something
that makes you mad or sad
is the incertitude of nothing
that makes you feel bad

when you look into the future
and you have nothing to see
your not looking for a fortune
just something that might be

is hard to make it through the night
when you have nothing in sight
you just try to make it to the morning
so you can stop the angry burning

Throwing in the towel

I am pinned down on the floor  
trapped in a room with no door
I can see only a small light
but I no longer have the will to fight

I would like to get free
but this things that way on me
are heavy and hard to be pushed away          

and my body doesn't want to obey

I'd like to know how to get out
from this prison of doubt
from this prison of sadness
from this prison of darkness

Illusions of grandeur

Illusions surround you everyday
but real life never turns out that way
you think your gonna be happy
you run around like a clueless puppy

you gonna have all you desire
wright that on a piece of paper
and light it on fire
let it turn into vapor

i like dreaming a lot
but i should stop all that
i should try to wake up
'cause reality hits like a bat

dreams are like a hot air balloon
you think they are going to the moon
but really they would not fly
if you don't fuel them with lies

actually who am i to say all that
who knows what dreams can be or can not
people say they will always have hope
even when hope has fallen down a steep slope

Capturing the moment

Picture,
Complex,  creative
Smiling,  posing,  stunning      
Narrator of stories and memories
Art

Sleepless Nights

I haven't slept in a while     
I feel like the balls     
of an old horse
but I partied with style
It's nice to know that tomorrow
will bring you a night without sorrow
but that's jut a dream     
and you can't dream
without sleeping It would seam 
but that's no problem for me
I will not bend my knee
I will not sleep when I can party
with a tunned up girl named Barbie   
spending all night being frisky   
drinking from a bottle of whisky

Desire

 I like your smile is like a drug
I want to be with you all day long
I'd like to love you under the stars
To feel your body in my arms     
                                                          
I want to touch you all the time
To kiss your lips to make you mine
I like your laugh can't go without
I am a lucky guy without a doubt     
                                   

Your curves fill me with desire
I want to love you like a stallion     
The road to your heart is so narrow
I wanna love you like there I no tomorrow

The race

We race in life to be the first
we do it all to drench your thirst
we want it all to fill our lust
we never want to be the last

we pour our soul into the tank
to fuel the racing car of life
to fill the page not leave it blank
we turn the race into a strife

but what we fail to understand
is that we shouldn't race at all
life's a journey of the land
not a race to gain it all

Summer story

One day,
Like any other day,
The guy asked me out THAT day
I was surprised,
But in the good way,
Like i was THAT day.

He has everything i want
Except what i wish the most.
I knew that... but..
I was blind THAT day.

Now he writes me poems
Anyway i am fucked up
He is too good for me.
Faith seems to know
What is  better to do.
With THAT day.

Now days pass ...
I miss him a lot.
This "poem "is for you...
Please understand me.

I know you miss me too
But i am no good for you.
I will hurt you...
Each time i will see you.

Continue with your life
Do what you want in life
You deserve a better life
You don't need me in your life.

Amore, je plaisante.
I am not fucked up.
Seulement ma vie is fucked up.

Get over THAT day
And go to those Playboy models.
The sun will rise up
For you too... one DAY.

This is a guest poem written by someone special.

Dead presidents

When the hunger strikes your tummy
You start looking for the money
Put your hand into the pocket
Searching for the mighty ducat
Money walks
And money talks
That's a thing to keep in mind
When your reaching for the dime
There is a thing that rivals money
But even that's for sale you dummy
It's called pussy in case you didn't get the hint
But that's something you can't print
What the fuck is wrong with us
People even sell the ass
That's the power of the buck
It makes you bend it makes you suck
Even though the bills are bad
Not to have them makes me sad
At a point it's even funny
All you hear is money money

The never ending party

I'd like to close my eyes one night
And wake up on the floor
While opening my eyes i'll see the light
Between two splendid breasts or maybe four
I'll take my super-yacht and start voyaging the seas
I'll pack it up with booze and Playboy models
Jumping all around opening tequila bottles
While i`m drinking my Americano in the gentle breeze
And as the sun steps into the sea
I'll take the girls and booze and just be free
And every night i'll do a sequel
But not for selfish reasons like a barbarian
I want to do it for the people
Just like Dan Bilzerian

The road to happiness

Driving on the road to happiness
It is slippery and treacherous
It's delusory and dangerous
It's a desert road surrounded by emptiness
The tank is almost empty and the end is far
All that keeps you going is a flickering star
That little star is called hope
And is the most dangerous word
It ties you with a rope
And makes you go till the end of the world
Which is in fact how far you have to go
To reach the end of the happiness road

Summer Love

At the beginning of the summer
I met a crazy girl
And I gently felt a tremor
When she started to become my world
But that didn't last for long
Cause the power of the fate is strong
And it made us fell apart
As a broken piece of art
Now I'm feeling as a black hole
Mending my broken soul
Sucking all the light
Leaving only dark behind